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Name: Madison
Country: United States
State: Kansas
Birthday: 6/12/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: singing, acting, cruising, racing, basketball, volleyball, friends, cars, shopping, surfin the web, jet skis, tanning, playin in the snow, playin in the rain, BEACHES!!!, flowers, text messaging, travelling, foreign languages, foreign cultures....and the list goes on...
Expertise: singing, acting, being a total dork....hehehe
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  beachbuns612
Member Since:
8/18/2003
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| I think xanga is majorly loosing in the personal web page war. However, this is very useful for making posts about things you don't really want anyone else to see. For me, it's admitting that I'm failing my english class because I haven't been taking it seriously. If I'm lucky I'll be able to eke out a passing grade, but there's no way I'll be able to get above a C or so by the end of the semester. Biology will easily be a high B at the least, the class is ridiculously easy. I sit and daydream through class and then go home and read the chapters, do the online quiz and BAM, good grade. The only reason I'll get a B in that class is from missing some quizzes and probably not doing very well on the last test.
Work is frusterating me, I'm going home early so much that I'm not earning any PTO time, and whatever is earned is eaten up in covering the missed hours... hopefully I'll be able to move my shift up so that I can work my full hours and gain a bit of extra study time.
Ryan and I are great as usual...lol not really a lot of news there. He and his grandparents are fighting which makes me sad cause he's very close to them. Plus I miss them, Ryan has awesome grandparents.
As an afterthought, I think I finally know what it's like to really be in love. Anything to do with him makes me warm and fuzzy inside. He ticks me off all the time but unlike with past relationships, it doesn't matter. There's more than meets the eye with him. More than most of our friends see. More than most/any of his past girlfriends have seen. Ryan is truly an amazing man, inside and out... I've never felt this free to be myself with anyone. He sees the worst of me all the time and loves me anyways... So many people think they know me and think he's not good enough for me, but what they don't know is that he's 100 times better for me than any of them. He doesn't baby me like a lot of guys would, but he still manages to be thoughtful and sweet when I need it most, and that means so much more to me than being pampered all the time. He's taken everything I've thrown at him, things that would make any other guy i know run for the hills. They don't see these sides of me because they could never handle them. Behind the scenes I'm not cute, sweet, crazy lil Madi. Ryan is the only person on this earth that knows me for everything that I am, and I truly feel that he may be one of the only people that could ever care about me enough to stick it out and maybe even love me because of my flaws... So anyone that doesn't think he's good enough or think they're better for me can take their opinion and shove it, because they really have no idea what they're talking about.
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| wooooow.... i guess it's about damn time to ring in the new year i guess lol. still getting happier each day i'm with ryan... i can't wait till we get through school and into actual careers and have money to really do stuff...we do ok right now but a higher income will do us good. hell, maybe in a couple years after we've done all that we'll get a place together. so far we're both planning to go into respiratory therapy too so we'll better understand each others jobs. well he's bitching about going to bed so i'll stop here :) nite!
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| oh wow it's been a while!
things are great... ryan has me pretty much on cloud nine most of the time, of course he's a guy so occasionally he does something that makes me want to smack him, but for the most part i could never have asked for a better guy... he's thoughtful, sweet, and is always talking so i don't have to worry about coming up with something to talk about hahahaha! who'd have ever thought this would last this long... both of us pretty much expected things to be done after 3 mos, and now we've been together for a year and 3 mos...and i don't see things ending anytime soon.....but who knows, crazier things have happened in my relationships so i'm just enjoying the time i have with him and not making it into anything that it isn't lol
my job is alright i spose...i love what i do, it's mainly a conflict between people that i work with and not really liking the hours. i can't fucking wait to get back into school this spring...
edit: i guess i should mention that i'm working as an instrument tech at a hospital from 2:30-11pm...lol. might make things a lil more understandable.
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| HAPPY NEW YEAR BITZES!!!
ryan and i are still doin great....had an awesome lil xmas celebration, and a great time at his house on new year's...
but yea, he's pretty fuckin awesome.
other than that, i started working for a title company...really fucking stressfull... however it's a full-time job that pays fairly well so i can't complain about that...
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| well well....haven't updated for a long time.... things with ryan are great, probably the only thing that's really going great for me right now.... i'm all but laid off at work...US bank decided to start majorly cutting costs, but instead of laying people off they've made it so you can only work the hours outlined in your job description....my outlined hours are 20....so instead of working the 30-35 i have been, i can only work exactly 20 hours each week....which pretty much cuts my paycheck in half. in one paycheck i don't have enough to cover what i normally give my mom for my car payment, whereas before i had enough to do that and still have play money.....so needless to say i'm looking for a new job. nothing set in stone, but i'll probably start looking up around liberty since sometime between now and summer next year i might be moving to the liberty/kearney area.... i don't know a whole lot of people up there which will be good for making new friends, but i do have a couple close friends so i'm not totally alone....i think getting out on my own and doing my own thing is what i need right now...so we will see what happens. | | |
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